The guard squints
too long at your passport,
green-skinned
not blue.
You cannot help it;
your accent slips
out with your name,
that nervous tick,
that lingering sin,
knotting the words
to the underside
of your tongue.
You count and recount
your papers on a spine
that has done nothing
but flourish under
the stern fluorescents.
A dark, shapeless
throb sits cross-legged
on your chest,
because you know
they are tweezing out
people like you,
harvesting you
like insurgent hairs,
mid-sway in the wrong
direction, muddying
the bend
of the brow.
What is the right way to belong?
You do not know
but here you are
lined up,
gambling for it,
praying to God
you are the right
kind of other.
You have been waiting
to be over
with the plucking,
the numbering,
the rituals of reaping.
Saliva backs up
in your throat,
squeezes it a little.
You are eager
to be made
worthy of only
belonging.