A study in terror,
the ingénue’s teeth, white
sharp scissors cut a gasp.
All of her body is
sharp, sharp, sharp,
her clavicle and lash-line,
her red curled toes,
her braless little breasts
like soft triangles.
And yet her mouth
is a place I want to go in,
like the darkest bedroom in the world.
I want to touch her blonde.
It’s disgusting. She eats
cotton to keep her skinny
from turning on her.
She snorts cinnamon to keep
her lips so red. I know
what’s going on here, I have
studied this kind of thing.
Sex is death, and this girl
has seen some. The knife
is going to get her and we
are going to like it. We
might as well be screaming
die, bitch, die.
We might as well be
picking out death’s method
from the wall of
a toolhouse shed. Shovel,
hedge-clippers, trash bag,
mower. Just how dirty can
your imagination go?
I grew up on fairy tales,
I can imagine quite a bit.
He wants to eat her
liver, he wants to pump
her blood with iron and suck
out her veins with a magnet.
We’re still with him, we want
to be part of the gut machine.
Until it’s just about
over, her eyes are going
to stop glittering, I almost
change my mind about this.
It’s not that I like her. It’s just
when she screams at him,
What do you want from me?
I know what she means.